poetry
Old Age (in a foreign land)
by Yaqoob Ghaznavi
1 I have seen, what I have seen I will not bear false witness
2 exile starts with the first train
3 melancholy without you
4 twenty long years I dream of the petrified forest a river that flows backward
5 I was there but once only
6 everyday I inhale more lonesome darkness dust of shadows
7 a hawk appears above my sightline sparrows finches scatter in panic leave behind distilled terror
8 tsunami seeks the feeble body call of ocean now louder
9 it is not dark in the belly of fish
10 I plant roses move the lavender to a spot more favored by the sun
11 I am ready to journey
12 of late I think constantly of cemeteries and organizing the never-sent letters that all end with I miss you I love you
13 spirits of night be my witness I am not afraid (sad, sorry)